My Peeps

My son's dad wrote a letter and I am responding to it. This is what I was thinking of writing. Let me know if you think he can twist it into something bad.
Joey,
Sorry. My intensions were good and my only intention was to check out the Christmas tree Noah picked out and notice the good things you do for Noah. I noticed the wooden platform for Noah's men with trap doors. I saw the castle and thought that it is good that Noah is playing with it and I was proud he liked it still. These are the thoughts that cross my mind when I am at your house and we talk about these things. Sorry if you are missing out on the bigger picture.

I didn't like the phrase bigger picture...or what's really going on...i didn't want fuel him...Yeah my son's dad is manic depressive in my opinion...but I wanted to try to explain myself and that he is assumption is wrong...i kinda know that no matter what i say it wont help him see...he is too hard headed...i am upset...i know an option is to not respond...but for false hope i want to believe he will see what i am thinking

he gave me two days to move out when he surprised me by wanting to seperate in order to be free to see another girl. I didnt get my personal belongings. I accidently saw a box my aunt who died made me and impulsively without thinking I asked if I could have it. He said ok. Then he blew up. It was an accident. But I want him to see that I value him and his house our son has. I know he doesnt care about my feelings. But it bothers me that he is going to use asking for a small box as fuel to prove to himself that I am a selfish person. I dont like anyone thinking i am a bad person. I've been crying nnn